HOLLOW HEART!!

Dreams of power float in my mind,,
"survival of the fittest" has got me blind .
The race is on is what everyone knows ,,
and all that's left are all mere foes .

All that i see is loss and gain,
outputs and inputs, wealth and fame .

This is all im left with,
im alone and lost ,
no friend i can call a real friend ,
that life giving , soul filling friendship ,,
oh ! i wish that could last .

my hollow heart pains and lingers,
why is the world so harsh ?
why do i have to decieve others to go up in life ,
isnt there an alternate pass ,

some times i think wat the hell is GOD doing ?
the rich get richer and the poor get poorer .
is that what god want's ?
if not , then why dont people do what god wants ,
everyone prays but no one does what he wants ?

is this what life is about ,
being selfish and witty...
always look at your share of things
no matter what happens to the others ...

I dont think so...

at the end of the day i do have lot's of money...
but no one to share it with ,
I am empty and hollow.
Without anyone,
anyplace
anything to turn to.

The bleakness of tomorrow stares back at me
with empty holes for eyes.
Empty pits for days.
Days without any love.
Without any laugh.
Without any friendship.

With a hollow heart all night i ponder ....
my life seems to be an ice ,
melting in its own hands ..
waiting to know how to keep it freezed and strong :)