Gotta Win!

I have a spark in my heart
The crazy desire to win
however i may have to start,
but in the end i Gotta Win!

If i want a thing bad enough,
i would go out and fight for it,
Work day and night for it,
But in the end i Gotta Win!

Life seems empty and dark without it,
Whatever it takes, plan for it,
Loose all the terror of god or man for it,
But in the end i Gotta Win!

Neither fear nor pain can suppress my hunger,
the spark starts getting even more larger,
flames of success enlightens the darkness,
strength,sagacity and everything else that i can harness.
Whatever it takes but in the end i Gotta Win!

Failures are just a stepping stone to success,
makes me even more harder and stronger,
Gets me focused on what im missing,
Helps me get back on focus,
Whatever it takes but in the end i Gotta Win!

A plan is only good if it Is one that gets recruited.
For good intentions soon will die ,Unless they're executed.
Whatever it takes for me im ready to do,
Itz only about winning that i have to make sure to

I have a spark in my heart
The crazy desire to win
however i may have to start,
but in the end i Gotta Win

Crazy Crap!

Well ,it seems like i have become a lazy bug . For a couple of weeks i have stopped doin anything but sleeping and whiling away my TIME. Dint even spare some time to write an entry in my blog . But anyways speaking of TIME , the word itself is kinda real heavy for me ,brings out all the preposterous burden from within... reminds me of all the time i have spent in my life , some good , some regrettable and some crazy ...all these moments seem to have past away but all that we treasure are their memories ....i like rejoicing some of those moments .

lemme share with u some of the crazy stuff i had done in my childhood .

* Class 6th (Autumn)

This one is public's favourite , I say it because i remember all the attention i had got after doing such a wierd thing . I was in my sixth class and we were being taught hormones and regeneration in science , i remember how remarkable i felt after reading such stuff . I had gone to my friends place on a weekend to play with him .We were enjoying(playing hide'n'seek), on the terrace when i found something on his water-tank. I peeped through into the shallow waters , expecting myself a place to hide but unexpectedly found a dead cat . Ah! i still remember that sight , The cat was floating with its head above the water , the symmetry was impeccable ... i called out my friend to share my discovery .

He had that curious look in his face that every kid gets on finding something new. He started calculating the body weight ratio of the cat above and below the water ,
then i came up with an idea , it just struck me surprisingly that there wudn't be any better chance , quickly i went to a medical store nearby and bought a syringe for 5 bucks and a plastic container for 3 bucks .Then we went back to that water tank and
removed that cat from the contaminated water , my friend went down to intimidate his parents about this incident , thats when i plunged the syringe under its throat and collected some of it's blood and stored it in that pet container of mine . I went home that day and hid that bottle safely in a refrigerator .

For a few days i was wondering wat i wud do with that blood , then i thought that the blood contained hormones unique to the "cat" species , what wud happen if i cud get that blood into a dog and see what it's effects would be like . It was real crazy for me to have thought abt it that time ,given i dint know abt the blood compatibility and all those hormonal stuff ,but the thing was how would i get the blood into the dog's blood stream. I cudn't plunge a syringe into a living dog cos..i wud no doubt get bitten ,All i cud think was get that stuff somehow into a dog .

I went to my neighbors place and when the dog was having some cornflakes for
breakfast , i mixed the blood with the milk , it gave it a reddish tinge but not enough to get noticed. That dog ate the thing up lavishly...(i knew dogs hate those bloody cats!!).

I went up to my neighbours everyday from that day to look at the changes that i expected on the dog. I was expecting some catty fur to appear , i was even expecting that his bark would get a hybrid tone which i called barkeaow...(barking + meaowing).
But nothing seemed to happen. But the bad thing that happened was my friend spread this tale to all my class-mates and this further spread throughout the school .The teachers came to know about it and asked me strange questions abt how i came up with such a wierd idea . "Well i dont know, i am just a curious kid" was all i could say .

Now looking back at what i had done , it do seem wierd to me , but that time ....dude we were kids and itz all a game and kids do play a lot of them!!